Good Deeds:-)

I never really planned to go out and spend some moments outside my room today. Simply because i got so many things to do and also i wanna spend quality time with myself, alone. I feel so tired and weak and laziness, again dominated. Im so helpless knowing that i still have many exams coming, hospital internships and im preparing for my clinical defense which is the hardest part. This week, is definetely the most stressful and tiring week of the remaining days in College. Coz days and days to go, im gonna graduate. If God permits that i could graduate on time, that would be good, so good. But if not, Heavens forbid, i have to enroll again the subjects and graduate summer. But you know, summer is too long to wait. I wana rest after March and go somewhere else to enjoy and relax so i need to do good for last few days.

Around 4:00pm, i realized that i cant do anything at the moment. Im tired of thinking on how to pass and graduate and eventually relax. I have already into the four corners of my room, and my bed seems to be exhausted too, coz i never did anything except sleep, sleep, sleep, eat, browse the net, check mails and go friendster. The tense even get worse i should say. So i was thinking maybe i could change the plan and go out. So thats it. I texted my friend and said that I'll go with them in going to Church. I rushed taking shower and before i finished everything, i never knew that they have arrived at my place and they're already waiting. So sorry guys.

We went to Basilica del Sto. Nino, i knew the Church but im not so familiar with it since im not a Roman Catholic. Im a Christian but different from Roman Catholic. It was full of people and the mass had just started when we arrived. There, I saw the Priest and i listened as he gave the homily. The message was good but i feel so awkward in listening coz he kept on repeating words like transfiguration, death and journey. Actually i counted the times he had it spoken and the result: 11 for transfiguration, 8 for journey and 7 for death.. hehe Im so bad. Instead of religiously listening, i got distracted and i think i was possessed, my eyes rolling from one direction to another. haha.. anyways, the over-all assessment of the mass is good so its ok. After the mass, we go the place where people can lit candles and pray, so i got 5 candles and also i have 5 prayers intended for special or let me say, urgent needs. I lighted the 1st candle and i prayed for my exams and my final grades so that i can pass. 2nd is for me to focus in studying, letting go all of the distractions.. 3rd, is for my financial needs coz right now, i need money so i prayed that God may give me bountiful of grace that i will not be worried of it. 4th, that i can be healthy all the time and i asked for protection of my family from harm. and the 5th, is for a friend. I would not be giving details of it, but i really prayed sincerely and whole-heartedly for that person. hmmm.. hehe

Here, see the candles..

Basilica del Sto. Nino

We were about to ride a jeepney and go home but i asked them to have dinner first because i feel so hungry, so we went to Chowking since i really crave for their Chicken noodles. Gladly, i enjoyed my dinner. hehe Im already full with just one bowl and a cup of tea. And i was thinking that maybe i could go and leave them behind.. haha just kidding. Its almost 8pm that everyone's finished and we're ready to go. So we ride a jeepney and finally, i reached my place.

waaaa.. im tired again. i wanna sleep. but ooops. i have to publish this first. It has been a great day today. Maybe tonight i can study well. I hope so. But hey, one of my prayer has already been answered. My mom just called me and she said, she already sent me my allowance for this month. haha Hmm im so lucky today. Unlike yesterday. Yesterday was a bad day for me, my mom scolded me that last month, she said, i spent too much. And it was true, as i checked my account, i really wasted big amount of money for nothing, maybe nothing for others but for me its something special(last month was February, and you knew whats in there)haha and its ok. sorry mom.

Im about to sleep but let me share you this first..

"I gave you my heart,

if its not enough for you,

then im not good enough for you."