As i got outside the taxi, i have seen myself rushing through my doors.. I cant think of a word to say but as i remember, i feel like its the physical death of a love one.. The pain, the throbbing pain that you could hardly do a thing but look in idle, with empty mind and a hollow heart.. Its really painful to have lost a love one. After all the times you have spent with each other, those very precious moments that you never even think of, would be gone. And would now be apart of your long list of sad memoirs.
But then again, i should be strong. I should keep myself standing despite the tormenting pain i feel in my heart. If not for the people i love, then maybe, i, myself deserve something rewarding and joyful. And where in the world can i find that happiness i have been searching? *sigh* Only time can tell. And really, with sheer determination and courage, everything will be well.. Sooner or later, i will be seeing myself again in that state of happiness. So i dont lose hope. Everything will be fine Glenn.
A reminder of a used-to-be hope of a one true love
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