i can still remember the night that i had my heart broken. i still remember the way we talked and the coldness of the surrounding. and the feeling of being snatched from cloud 9 and doomed to hell's eternal flame. i seemed to feel that for a second im being heartless and numb and before i realized, my tears started to pour on my cheeks leaving me an ugly swollen eyes.. it hurt so bad that all i want is to forget the pain and slit the very source of my life..
i went home and ponder what happened. i calculated how
it gone wrong and why it ended that way. i fell when i realized that it was me, after all, who have done the wrong thing and it was my decision to let things go.. its bad, im bad. after a couple of hours analyzing, i slept it all up hoping to find answers. but then i never slept, i only got a soaked pillows of regret and pain. after the morning came, i noticed that everything has not ended. i can feel the freshness of the air and so with the freshness of my wound deep within..
days after the sad story which i thought has totally find a closure, again, i made a mistake. our story never really ended, it was just a false drama of loneliness and goodbyes.. actually, the story continues until now and we were able to patched everything. now, we are still together. again. for the nth time. and im happy with it that we were able to find a better solution than breaking up.
my point is, try to give chances and allow chances to work on the relationship again. no matter how gloomy and shaky the relationship is, dont give up that easily. sometimes, you need to gamble. thats why we should not be afraid in taking risks and for allowing the chance to heal again the wounds of our hearts.
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